Hey esb,
I'm tsk tsk-ing myself because I have yet to contact you about MY wedding details and/or conundrums.
I mean, hello you're the effing hbic when it comes to honesty/shaming, dispelling Wedding expectations and making sense of all the minutiae of pre nuptial Craziness.
I've been lucky to rely on my 2 bbffs, who have both gone down the aisle, for most things. I'm now 71 days (thanks silly knot ticker) from our day. I'm standing back all of a sudden and I'm surprised w how traditional I've gone w things. Like, I always imagined my wedding to be so out there or at least one of a kind... But I fear I got sucked into all the blogs and crafty diy madness that saturated the hipster bridal scene.
Anyways, is this a normal feeling? Have I had an overdose of wedding identity stress?
I feel like I morphed into one of those girls and i'm not just following my instincts. Months of looking at super staged, perfect wedding "inspired" shoots got to me.
I should just say fuck it to the "sparkler send off" and just offer explosive rats.
*****
first: delete your knot profile RIGHT FUCKING NOW. didn't i teach you better than that?
second: i think you'll regret it if you don't start following your instincts and let a few weird-y details in.
if not an exploding rat send-off, then what about found-object favors?
